Mariah Sobs to Abby During a Meltdown, ‘All I Want To Do Is Be His Mother,’ Then Announces She’s Moving Out

Soaps Spoilers has the Canadian Y&R day ahead recap for the Thursday, September 16, 2021 episode, which airs in the USA Friday, September 17. In the previous episode, Connor blamed Sharon for Adam & his mom’s break up. In this episode, the baby is christened, and Mariah has a meltdown of epic proportions, causing her to realize she needs a change.

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Victor’s shocked when Nikki brings in various packages for the christening to the ranch. She flashes back to Nicholas’ christening. She asks Vic to pick up cupcakes at Society for her. “You’re making me, a busy, business tycoon to drive by Society and pick up cupcakes?” She asks if he will. “If you’re sweet with me,” he says he will. He thinks this is nice of her to do. They wish his son-in-law was there.

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At the Chancellor estate, Ashley helps with today’s festivities and tells Abby to get rid of her phone. Today will go perfectly. She should focus on her baby. Nina agrees. Abby’s grateful to them both. They go and Jack turns up. He can see how a wonderful mother Abby will be. Abby talks about how Mariah’s struggling. Jack says she asked for a leave of absence. They rehash the kidnapping and how much support she has around her. Abby agrees that she’s incredibly strong but isn’t there yet. She found a nanny and hired her. Maybe it’ll give her relief.

At Crimson Lights, Mariah’s happy she’s “Bowie’s” godmother. Tessa looks down. Mariah will keep calling him that. It can be part of their special bond, she thinks. Tessa agrees but Mariah knows she’s worried. Tessa’s glad she was able to confide in her. Mariah felt like she was drowning which is why she was having irrational thoughts. Mariah thinks she’s better. It’s perfect having an official role in his life. Tessa thinks she’ll rock this role and she can’t wait to see her in action. She gets refills for their coffee and Mariah looks sad.

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Amanda returns from her trip. She runs down the stairs at Devon’s in one of his shirts and he chases her back up there for sex. Afterward, they sit on the sofa, drinking coffee. Naya got a call from the doctor and learned she has atrial fibrillation and it’s been hard on her with Sutton’s trial. It’s been stressful. Devon can only imagine. Amanda will help her get the best care. Devon shares, “I don’t wanna brag but I may be a baby whisperer.” He tells her how Dom was crying and stopped when he held him. He invites her to the christening. She’s thrilled.

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In the park, Victor tells Ashley he’s on a special journey to find cupcakes. They talk about the obstacles that Abby’s overcome. They’re amazed by her and proud. Victor thinks she takes after Ashley. Victor thinks Chance needs to return. He suggests they put their heads together and do something about it. Ashley nods.

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At the church, Abby holds Dominic as the priest starts the christening. He asks Mariah and Devon to help raise him into a caring faithful member of their community. They agree to it. The child is “baptized and received into the holy church.” Mariah looks a little worried.

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At the Chancellor mansion after the ceremony, the family gathers and talks about feeling moved by the priest’s words. They guzzle champagne and give toasts to Dominic. Victor recalls Abby’s birth, rushing her mother to the hospital. Ashley grins happily and rubs Abby’s back. He was glad to be there for the birth. Devon admits he feels fortunate to have been there when Dominic was born. Nina calls Mariah brave and knows Chance would be there for this special day if he could. Ashley called Traci last night and told her she wanted to be there but remembered Abby’s christening. Nate’s mom Olivia is her godmother. Ashley says she and Olivia are still dear friends to this day. Mariah calls the ceremony special. Abby says shell always be welcomed in her life. Mariah turns to put her champagne glass on the fireplace and when it smashes to the floor, she has a meltdown. The baby cries and Mariah starts yelling, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” Abby assures Mariah that it’s fine. She takes the baby from the bassinet and holds him as Tessa says they’ll be right back.

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Tessa takes Mariah to the park. Mariah yells that she can’t be around the baby without her heart shattering into a million pieces. She apologizes and then says, “I don’t think I can do this.”

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Back at the party, Abby gets the baby to sleep and Victor asks why Mariah got so upset. Abby says there’s fallout from the kidnapping. Everyone is supportive and decides to get coffee and cupcakes in them. The last thing Ashley thinks Mariah wants to see when she returns is them directing her behavior. Half the family heads to the kitchen and Abby talks about wishing Chance was there to help, though she knows he’s trying to do everything to get home. Ashley’s proud of her daughter and how she’s handling the turmoil. “Thank you,” Abby says. She’s grateful for friends and family, especially Nina. Ashley kisses her head. Mariah and Tessa return. Devon asks if she feels okay. She nods and apologizes to everyone, hoping she didn’t wreck the celebration. They all talk about having their moments. Mariah says she’ll head upstairs but hopes they don’t stop celebrating. She goes and everyone starts filing out. Goodbyes are said and Jack assures Abby that everything will be better. Nina goes to the kitchen and Amanda leaves so Devon can stay behind and ensure Mariah’s okay. Later, Mariah and Tessa return with a few bags. Mariah reveals to Abby and Devon she and Tessa are moving out. Mariah says for Abby, nothing has changed. She told herself she’d do all she could to make Abby’s dream come true but then she gave birth to “that baby” and everything changed. “I changed.” Abby cries along with Mariah and offers to help. Devon wants to as well. Abby’s forever grateful and asks what she can do for her friend. Mariah admits there is nothing she can do that’ll make this easier for her. “What would?” Abby asks. Mariah says she’s the one who carried the child, talked to him, and told him she’d keep him safe. “I’m not saying any of this to hurt you,” she sobs. She can’t stay here and pretend it’s isn’t killing her. She can’t be there day in and day out. “It physically hurts.” She wants to be the one to hold him and feed him when he cries, which is why she can’t stay there anymore. Abby understands and is sorry. Mariah asks to say goodbye to the baby. She vows they’ll have a special bond and when she’s more together, she will visit.

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Victor and Nikki arrive home. He’s in thought. He worries there are dark clouds coming and can see Mariahhad a traumatic experience while being held captive by Stitch.

At the Abbott manse, Ashley worries for Abby and Mariah to Jack.

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Coming up next week!

Devon asks Amanda to move in with him.
At Grand Phoenix, Mariah tells Tessa she wants to have a baby of their own.
Ashland asks, “Three million dollars?” A lawyer says yes, by the end of the day. And then Ash can die knowing his secret is safe. Ashland crosses his arms over his chest.

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